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Fire on the Inside
My mind never stops. Its ever going. I’m always on the go. Either I am working, I’m doing homework, I’m running errands, or I’m just breathing. Sometimes, I look forward to sleep, because I just get to shut down, but then I worry sleep is taking away from my responsibilities. My body wants sleep so…
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Live with Abandon
This morning was especially hard for me. Standing outside, waiting for Eli’s school bus to pull up, tension set in, my throat tightened as my baby boy, expressed he was scared I was going to leave him. The mom in me consoled and hugged him tighter as I expressed to him, I would be right…
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Dear Adversary,
I know who you are, and I know your name. I am not scared! I know who I am, and I know who is within me. Darkness let’s dance! You take my hand, and I’ll take yours! You may think you’re taking the lead, but remember, I wasn’t transformed from Sinner to coward. God’s word…
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Locked Away.
“For we walk by faith and not by sight”- 2 Corinthians 5:7 I’m not even really sure how to begin this blog, its heavy on my heart, so I’ll pray to my Jesus and ask him guide and deliver. — Father God in the name of Jesus Christ, As I come before you, I come…
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Beautiful Disaster
Waking up at 4 am when you’re sick, ugh! Sleep why have you left me? Oh yeah, I forgot, it was that 8pm bedtime yesterday. Two Tylenol, later, while waiting on 7am antibiotics, lets write. This title was on me this morning. Jumping on YouTube to hear the beautiful Kelly Clarkson, —Memories of a Childhood,…
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Scattered
Today, I’m scattered. Is it God’s fault? NO! God is good all the time, regardless of any situation, or event. He never promised us days without pain, but rather Jesus told us, in this life we would have tribulation, and he insured us that we would over come it, why, and how, because he himself…
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Day 1 – The Wedding Banquet
And saith unto him, Every man at the beginning doth set forth good wine, and when men have well drunk, then that which is worse; but thou has kept the good wine until now– St. John 2:10 Today, while sitting in my car during lunch, I read across this verse in the bible. Located in…
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The Glass Box & The Big Fish
I’m suffocating. There, I said it, point blank, I’m suffocating. Day after day, this war rages on, and I’m still here. Mentally, I’m out of it, physically I’m still standing, spiritually, I’m crying out to God. My world consists of me living in a glass box that’s only big enough for me. This glass box…
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The Potter’s Wheel
Some days I’m lost, some days I’m stuck, other days, I’m just left spinning. Everday I’m on the Potter’s Wheel. Jesus is my potter and I’m his clay. His hands are ever upon me, and I’m ever placed within his hands. He made me a promise that he’d never leave me, nor would he forsake…
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Setting Sail <3
Starring out into the calm sea of life, I see the stillness ahead, and the storm behind me. I feel the waves becoming more and more calm, and the steadiness of the wind guiding my sails into the calm pink, orange sunset. Life has been a rollercoaster over the past couple of years, and at…