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I’m Pressing ON!
Onward I press. Like David fighting Goliath, I won’t fail! The next two and a half weeks will be eventful. Not only will I be facing all the fears when it comes to my brush with death, but I’ll be finding out the game plan. The initial plan was to seek a vascular specialist a…
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Marry Me Mama!
For whatever reason, this title has been on me the past few days. I’ll pray and ask Jesus to have his way with it. Shall We? This time I pray silent because I have a lot going on inside my mind and heart. Bow your head and pray to if you choose and ask the…
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The Brush of Death
IMPRESSSION: Findings compatible with stenosis in the 50-69% range in the right and left internal carotid arteries. REPORT SIGNED 1/23/23 at 5:21PM. NARRATIVE: PROCEDURE-US CAROTID DOPPLER BILATERAL: 1/23/23 CLINICAL INFORMATION: bruit COMPARISON: none There is visible atheromatous calcified plaquing in the bilateral internal and common carotid arteries. Mildly elevated peak systolic velocity in the right…
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6 Years–Set Free
I should be dead. But I am not. I live to tell you, my testimony. I live to tell you about Jesus. From the beginning of my teenage years until the 6 years ago, I was an addict. I say was in past tense because I am no longer bound, nor will I ever be…
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The Letter
Isaiah 40:31 – But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. Psalms 37:4 Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart. Tonight, was hard.…
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Space
I’m hurting. Obedience means compliance with an order, request, or law or submission to another’s authority. Jesus tells me in his word “He that covereth his sins shall not prosper: But whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy.” Proverbs 28:13 Obedience is hard at times. It requires us to make decisions that are beyond…
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Turbulence
Turbulence-The violent or unsteady movement of air or water, or of some other fluid. Turbulence also means conflict or confusion. Similar words are turmoil, unrest and instability. It’s December. I can’t breathe. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, the next day is Christmas, and then follows her birthday on Wednesday. My world is crazy. My mind is…
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Pressing On
December Hurts. But in the hurt, there is growth. I didn’t have anything to write tonight. But. this little nudge, kept nudging, and kept nudging; again, I was persistent with “I have nothing to write.” I will supply” replied the nudge. – So, I offer myself to the one who does the nudging, to the…
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Obedience..
Obedience. One little word that requires a lot at times. The full meaning of obedience is to comply with an order, request, or law or submission to another’s authority. Now, let us go a little further. Obedience to Jesus. – Ouch. I’m stepping on toes; believe me it steps on mine too. Often when I…
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The Blur
The past three weeks have been a blur. The pain has caused the days to turn to haze and my nights to tears. I’ve prayed and prayed and prayed. I know God is still there and he’s still good and I know this pain will leave. And God shall wipe away all tears from their…