For His Glory

May 20,2023- A day I had not looked forward to for so long. You hate me, but I love you. Today was your birthday, but not just any birthday, my precious pain, you turned 16! I’m so thankful to be your mother. You’re simply amazing, and I think you’re so handsome. That blonde hair, (shew,…

The day was Thursday, May 11th, 2023, I had just gotten off work, and got into my car to drive to church. Prior to leaving the parking lot, I noticed my snapchat went off, the message was from Syrus. Tangling with multitasking, while navigating my way to the four lane, I shuffled, to check it.…

And the spiral begins again. Poof he’s gone. Will it ever stop? Highly unlikely, I breathe in, I breathe out, I hold Eli, exhale some more, pray, beg, shake my fist at the sky (it’s not God’s fault) I just wonder why. Why What? Why must I endure the never-ending cycle of my pride and…

Are you stuck? Do you feel like this is lasting forever? Once, again welcome to my world. This chapter / season seems like the longest one of my life. While Spring has now made it here, and a new season has officially begun, the lingering effects of Winter still remain, and however spiritual Winter is…

I cry. In the silence of my mind, I cry. Silent screams the world doesn’t hear, I cry. God please make it stop. Please make it better. I know you’re there, and I need a breakthrough. I get silence. More silence. More bitterness. My faith is tested. I feel like a single strand of twine…

I’m in a blank. I’m in a daze. Somedays I can’t focus, and other days I’m feel like I’m wired. God help me I feel like I’m coming undone. Then I hear him whisper “My daughter, I’ve got you in my hands, its ok to breathe.” I have survived Midterms and have about 7 weeks…

I really didn’t have a topic. A voice kept telling me “Don’t write, don’t write.” Puzzling… What do I do? I offer myself to Jesus. I ask him to anoint me, lead me, and open me up to hear what the spirit would have to say. My Lord, guide my hands up on the keys,…

Do you believe? I keep preaching it, and speaking it, but do you see it? Sometimes it’s here and we are so caught up in our fears that we cannot allow ourselves to receive it, because we are bound by the madness. Inhale, exhale. Deep breath. Dance with me. Come into my mind, and I’ll…

Yesterday, Jesus told me that I needed to start posting videos to my blog. This is new to me, but whatever he bids, that I want to do. ❤ Remember I love you, ❤ Jesus loves you Most ❤ Christie If you need me reach out to me. (2)Facebookhttps://www.facebook.com/christie.rogers7373/videos/1649288008837410

I should be sleeping. It’s my day off. But I’m not. I hear a voice telling me “You need to write in the back of my mind.” While wrestling with thought, sleep, ear pain, and the creeping sleep I grab my computer, a NEHI peach, Tylenol, and my headphones. Prayers first, music, and hands on…