I know who you are, and I know your name. I am not scared!
I know who I am, and I know who is within me.
Darkness let’s dance!
You take my hand, and I’ll take yours!
You may think you’re taking the lead, but remember, I wasn’t transformed from Sinner to coward. God’s word says: Though the weapon may be formed it shall not prosper! Isaiah 54:17. And, God’s word also tells me I am more than a conqueror through Christ Jesus. Romans 8:37
Life has been good. I’ve started college, Eli is in school. God is on the move.
I’ve spent the past four to five years praying for salvation for my family along with a few other prayers.
I was given a warning in a dream. I saw a storm. I saw my husband, and I saw me. The storm was bad. I tried to run for cover. Danny was driving and coming through it. I was scared and tried to search for shelter in the building where I was at. Danny told me “It’s almost over.” The storm I saw didn’t look like it was over. But just as he had told me, it cleared out, just as I allowed him to go on by himself.
I woke up.
The same day, my storm began.
This storm is spiritual. This storm is ending. Danny is coming to Jesus. I saw it. I saw my storm end. I saw the storm I’ve been battling on and off for the past four to five years end.
All the other battles I have battled have prepared me for this one.
Back-to-back-to-back, I’m being hit. The past 3 days have been anything but cozy. Really the only thing cozy is Eli, Chloe, and Owley. Eli adores me, Chloe is my climber who sheds like a mad kitty, and Owley is my comfort in my madness. She loves on me when I’m down, a personal shadow cat, who poops in the floor when her litter box isn’t top notch. Great, I have a shedder and a pooper. Really Jesus? Laugh, and smile, it’s really funny and not so funny,
I want to scream, I have been crying, but guess what I am still standing!
I’m dancing with Darkness.
I’m being tried harder than ever.
Then I remember:
That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ. 1 Peter 1:7
There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it. 1 Corinthians 10:13
Ye shall not need to fight in this battle: set yourselves, stand ye still, and see the salvation of the LORD with you, O Judah and Jerusalem: fear not, nor be dismayed; to morrow go out against them: for the LORD will be with you. 2 Chronicles 20:17
So tonight, I lift my head up. I turn up my Jesus praise music, and I declare I’m going to see a victory, for the battle belongs to the Lord, and just like little David took down Goliath with the Lord, I’m taking down my Giants with my Lord! He has equipped me with his Spirit, and the living word of God.
I say, and I declare,” I stand. I am standing, and I’m going to stand.”
My life is not bad, my life is good.
I have my days, and I have my battles, but I refuse to be overcame by obstacles. I know who goes before me, after me, and who is all around me and that is Jesus.
One day I’ll be a Registered Nurse, maybe even a Nurse Practitioner. But each and every day I’m going to be on the front lines fighting for Jesus and being a fire breathing Child of God!
Me, when all this is over, I’ll be laying my crown down at his feet, and saying “Thank you, my Lord for never giving up on me.”
If you need me email me.
I love you,
You are fearfully and wonderfully made!
&. Jesus loves you the Most!
“Jesus your name is power, its breath and living water, your spirit guides me to the heart of the father, let your paise ring louder, every day and every hour, cause your spirit guides me to the heart of father. God, we sing praise, we sing praise!” -Ryan Ellis
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