Today, I Stumbled

“Dear Father God in the name of Jesus Christ, please forgive me of my sins that I’ve made today, that my prayers be not hindered.” — Nightly, and sometimes twice daily I pray this prayer, because I stumble.

I stumble at following Jesus through and through. I stumble at trusting an everlasting god and creator. I stumble and realizing I’m loved and understood beyond measure by the one who hang the moon in the sky, the creator of our universe. I stumble at accepting that no matter how much I try to run from him, that his love is relentless for me. I stumble with accepting that Jesus is for me, (I know he’s for you, but knowing he’s for me, yeah that’s a big deal.). I stumble at knowing he’s with me in all my fires of life, and that his love will be my shield until my work here is done. I stumble with accepting Grace instead of wrath. I stumble with knowing he choses to give me grace instead of wrath. I stumble with forgiving myself so he can fully forgive me.

Today I stumble.

Proverbs 24:16 -For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again; but the wicked shall fall into mischief.

Psalm 30:5-For his anger endureth but for a moment, in his favour is life, weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.

But…Tomorrow, I shall rise.. simply because Jesus lives ❤ ❤ <3.

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