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Cries in the Night.
It’s a little after 1AM and all I have been able to do for the past few hours is think about writing, for whatever reason, I have no idea. So, I’ll pray up and ask Jesus to lead, where he will take this I have no idea, but if he wants me to write its…
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The Prison of My Broken World
It’s been awhile since I’ve written anything. I’ve just not had the heart or mindset to do so, however last night, today and tonight the urge has been pressed upon me. I don’t know why I feel the need to write, but as always I’ll pray and ask God to help me. Father, I pray,…
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Anger, Rage, & Hopelessness
I’m so angry. For years I have tried to do the right thing always placing others before myself, only to be last on most totem poles and never first. I done this because that’s what one is supposed to do right? My anger caught up to me. I’m sick. I’m tired. I want to be…
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The unspoken
I’m not ok. Simple words, honest words. Those who say they know do not know and mostly everyone is void of understanding. I can’t explain this sadness but darkness seems like it’s all around. I see a light in the distance, but in body, mind and soul I almost feel like I’m too weak to…
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Starting Over.
(Square One) 8 years ago, I said yes. 8 years ago, I said yes to the only man who could ever take my life and transform it into something new different. 8 years ago, I gave my heart to Jesus and like a mighty rushing wind he came in and made me new, washing me,…
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Careless Whispers in the Night
Do you ever just get the urge to write? Obviously, I do, and tonight is one of those nights; for whatever reason, I’ll just have to see where Jesus takes this. Recently, I’ve been fighting pain and disparity. The pain I have been battling is that of emotional, mental, and almost astromical, I really do…
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My Midnight Cry
I don’t exactly know how long it has been since I have written anything. Multiple times I have begun to write and have never been able to finish them. At some point I believe I lost my heart for it. however tonight and today was different. I feel the need to write, so I will.…
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Chains Are Breaking
Moments with Jesus today. I woke up with a song on me today. (Chris Tomlin, I Will Rise ). While listening and worshipping Jesus, Paul and Silas was dropped into my Spirit, and then well Jesus took over.. Scripture. — Acts 16:22-26 (22)The crowd joined in the attack against Paul and Silas, and the magistrates…
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Butterfly Rising
I am tired. I am physically tired. Right now, at this very moment, my mind is collapsing due to my body feeling like its being taken through some sort of sickness. This week I was originally scheduled to work three twelve-hour shifts in a row, but due to my youngest son being sick with hand…
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The Collision
It’s 8:41p.m and I cannot breathe. All day today, I have had the urgency in my spirit to write, so once again I’ll offer myself up to the Lord and allow him to have his way. Anxiety is real. Pain is real. Trauma is real. Abuse is real. But… So is healing. My life over…
For His Glory 